
Faruk
Sabanovic, 26 years old, graphic designer
He lives in Sarajevo from his fourth year of age. In March 1995,
there was a day of cease-fire and he went for a walk. Sniper shot
him and he is paraplegic from that moment on. The moment was recorded
by a video camera. When he was nineteen he established an organization
"Organization for self-assurance", which is helping victims of war.
He personally met Bill and Hillary Clinton and Princes Diana. He
was sixteen when the war broke out.
From the interview:
"For me life was just starting, when the war broke out. You know
girls, music, my own band… The last ten years we literally couldn’t
breathe. The old story didn’t finish yet, so the new beginning could
not start. I just buried myself into the work. I could leave at
any time, but I’m surrounded with really good people and I will
not leave. I perceive the time as before the event and after… People
are asking me what I would do if I would meet the person who shot
me. I don’t know. Maybe the whole horror that I went through would
come out in a form of hate. Probably nothing would happen. I don’t
hate this person. I don’t even think about him. When I saw the video
footage of the event for the very first time I noticed with horror
that that day I was wearing white socks. Mostly I’m dreaming that
I’m flying. My life is stretched between the very horrible moments
and a hope that it will get better. Because of that my life is not
running smoothly, it is twitching. There is no chance that I could
walk again, although I have a feeling that it’s not missing a lot
for me to walk again. In ten years I want to be perfectly calm."
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