They say that war is hell… Which probably is true, but –
unfortunately - you begin to realize this only when it starts to affect
you. Almost all European societies were severely shaken by the wars of
the past 100 years or so. This means that our "frame of mind" was
shaped by these experiences in some way, and even more so if you happen
to live in the Balkans, as I
do. It’s the year 2003 when I write this, and it is still
questionalble
whether the series of wars and conflicts in Balkans have really ended.
Like most of the people around me in Serbia, I was affected
by the wars of the '90s, and I know from my own personal experience
what it
is like to be dodging conscription, meeting refugees who have left
their
homes forever, living with hyperinflation and sanctions, having thugs
as
national leaders, living in a town that was bombed by NATO for 78 days…
The
list is extensive. And I made comics about these experiences, too.
But still, I can say that many other people went through
things that are more horrible then what I just briefly listed here.
When you start to think about the scope of ugly things that can happen
to you under such conditions, the possibilities are endless.
I can say, for example, that despite everything I never felt
the hatred that can quite easily spread in your heart during wartime.
You know what I am talking about – the deep, deep feeling of hate for
the people
who are on the "other side" or those in the military who are shooting
at
you-- or whatever… Damn it, I just never felt that way, no matter who
or
what could be defined as my "enemy" in a given situation. Sue me!
Actually… There was just one incident I remember in which I
had a profound realization of the very deep and irrational feeling of
hatred
that could explode in your head under certain circumstances.
That particular incident happened in 1998, BEFORE the
escalation of the war in Kosovo, when everything was seemingly quiet
and uneventful. It was also during the time when it became clear that
Milosevic’s rule was in decline, but nobody was sure how or when it was
going to crash.
Anyway, I was riding my bike in Pancevo, just like many times before.
At
some point I overtook a cyclist ahead of me, and there was nothing
particular
about it, until I heard him swearing at me. I didn’t understand why he
felt
that my riding style was threatening his position. Was he
distracted
in any way or was his cycling disturbed or something? But,
obviously
very angry at me, he cycled faster just to come closer in order to say
how
much he despised me. In a moment, a deep and unexpected hatred started
to
rise in me. He was an older man, in ordinary clothes, a total stranger.
I
was able to guess that, just like anyone living in this country he must
have
had to struggle… But suddenly! I forgot about compassion and
everything,
and I started to swear at that man and to hate him. I don’t even
know
why… It lasted for a minute or so, and then we went our separate ways,
but
I was sure that this intense and unexplainable hatred was THAT sort of
a
feeling that is usually felt in wars and which produces the mass
hysteria
at the end of the process in which people are cutting each others'
throats…
Anyway, what you have in your hands is a collection of comic
stories inspired by war. The stories were created by artists from
various countries, but they are really talking about a universal topic.
Even if "universal"
means the disquieting, disturbing feeling that is shared by all of us
when
we talk about war.
By Saša Rakezić alias Aleksandar Zograf |
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I
was
born in 1963, and I started to publish my comics in various Serbian
magazines in 1986. From the beginning of the 90’s, most of my works
have been published abroad, in magazines like Weirdo, The Comics
Journal, Zero Zero, Rare Bit Fiends, The Stranger, New City, Cow
(U.S.), Lapin (France), Mano, Il Manifesto, Linus, Kerosene (Italy),
Babel (Greece), Galago (Sweden), Stripburger (Slovenia), Das Magazin,
Zur Zeit (Switzerland), Fidus (Norway), Zone 5300 (Holland)
etc. SOLO COMIC BOOKS: Life Under Sanctions, Psychonaut (1 – 3), Flock
of
Dreamers (U.S.), Dream Watcher (UK), Diario, Psiconauta, Saluti dalla
Serbia
(Italy), Psychonaut (Germany), Okean Iznenadjenja (Serbia), Como fui
bombardeado
por el mundo libre, Fin de siglo, Vida en los Balcanes? (Spain), Bons
Baisers de Serbie (France). During the NATO bombing campaign in Serbia,
I wrote
E-Mail messages that were posted on the internet in many countries, and
collected in a book form, in UK ( Bulletins from Serbia), Italy
(Lettere
dalla Serbia) and France ( E-Mails de Pancevo). California-based web
site
TheComicStore.com was regularly (from 1999 to 2001) posting my weekly
strip
titled Regards from Serbia (later re-titled into Aleksandar Zograf’s
Diary).
I participated in comics conventions, festivals and conferences,
including
Expocomics '94. '95. (Bari, Italy), Caption '97 (Oxford, UK), Nuvole a
Cremona
(Cremona, Italy), Break 21 (Ljubljana, Slovenia), Lucca Comics '98
(Lucca,
Italy), Athens’ Comics Festival '99 (Athens, Greece), Bookfest ‘99
Seattle
(Seattle, US), Max Fish’s Annual Cartoon Exhibition ‘99( New York, US
),
BIG Torino 2000, Torino Comics (Turin, Italy), Tarcentofumetto
(Tarcento,
Italy), Happening Underground (Milan, Italy), Festa Dell’Unita
(Bologna,
Italy), Erlangen Comics Festival (Erlangen, Germany), Illustrations et
BD
independentes (Livry Gargan, France), Por 24 mila baci - Fumetti dall’
altra
Europa (Ravenna, Italy), etc. I participated in comics workshops in
Sarajevo
(Bosnia), Vrsac, Pancevo and Belgrade (Serbia)... Solo
exhibitions:
Pancevo (Galerija Nova), Belgrade, Serbia (Underground, Remont),
Budapest,
Hungary (Black Black Gallery ), Seattle (Roq la Rue), Paris (Regard
Moderne),
San Francisco (Cartoon Art Museum), Poitiers, France (Fanzinotheque).
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